the worst has happened!

oh noez -.-
something bad has happened, i mean really really bad.
you may have noticed i haven't blogged in a few days here on blogger, well that's because i've immigrated.
to tumblr.
:'(
i know, i know; it's terrible really, i've always hated it, but it's so much more flexible. it's a cross between this & twitter - and twitter is awesome!
www.twitter.com/emlarfx by the way if you're not already following me ;)

please come & visit me sometime, if you can forgive me blogger.
x
http://rathermustdash.tumblr.com/

half the time trying to explain.

it's all about me.


my name is emily heather.
i've been in this world for a whole fourteen years.
my family is really big & complicated to explain.
i love photography as it lets me express myself.
there's nothing better than watching a good comedy at the cinema.
i'm addicted to salted popcorn.
my friends all nag me to watch mamma mia but i really can't be bothered.
the best night of my life so far was the 14th june 2009, britney spears was bloody brilliant!
for my year ten options i'm doing media and art&design/graphics.
fingers crossed i'm also doing textiles, they muddled up my dt options.
i'm also hoping t0 see Beyonce` in november.
popcorn isn't my only addiction; every weekend you'll find me on bebo/facebook/twitter/hotmail/lookbook - i have them all.
personally, i think robert pattinson is devine.
- but i'm not addicted to twilight, i thought Breaking Dawn's end was an incredible letdown.
my hair only ever controls it's self/looks nice when i'm having a day at home on my own.
i suffer hugely from Sod's Law.
Michael Mcintre is a great comedian.
Russell Howard isn't too bad either..
8O's music is the best music for cheering me up.
I check my email every night to find a ton of junk emails from advertisers.
Recently I gained a Penpal from lookbook, but i'm still awaiting her first letter.
My favourite singers are Britney, Beyonce, Lily Allen & Lady Gaga.
In the battle of Katy Perry VS Lady Gaga, i say gaga FTW.
Fearne Cotton, Lady Gaga & Lookbookers are my fashion idols.
When I'm older I hope to be a fashion photographer, but if all else fails then working as a wedding photographer or in topshops not a bad thing - seens as you'd get a discount (;
i'm not typically pretty or popular, but i honestly don't give two thoughts about it.
organization is a word lost with me.
pretending to be who i wasnt was not a time in my life that i'm proud of.
over the past week or so i've learnt who my true friends are - two people who are my friends 24/7, not just when they want to be.
drawing isn't one of my strong points, but i like to draw to express my thoughts.
once when i was angry i wrote down why i thought the world was against me, put it in an envelope and put it in the postbox with a stamp and no address. - i still wish i knew what happened with it, but i laughed afterwards.
i live in the middle of nowhere, but i have done for over 2 years.
and it has taken me ten minutes in an ict lesson to write this list; now what do i do for the rest of it?
my alltime idols are;
lily allen.
lara jade.
nirrimi.
& britney.

i've got a thousand opinions

and half the time trying to explain...
at school right now, lesson one; ict.
i spent two hours last night doing an essay on shrek (!), lasting a total of 1923 words - i don't even think the film has that many words in it!
i can't wait until friday; we finish school on thursday and the first day of the holidays always seems to be the longest.
just think, in a couple of weeks i shall be in ala` francais! - which is ironic seens as i'm not going to have any more french lessons ever! :)
i'm trying to save up money though, i realy need some new clothes & since france is the home of fashion and such.. maybe my luck is in ;)
there really isnt anything else to blog about. maybe if i think of something i'll post it.

just got the scare of my life; i was flicking through lara jade's portfolio when her self portraits came up, some are quite risque, so as i was skipping these ones it become full screen; and i'm currently at school..
that was close :/

you're toxic i'm slipping under..

yesterday was a 'duvet day' as we call it.

the whole day on the sofa, under a blanket, watching tv & on the laptop.

it was bliss; i was just looking at random photographers & people, plus i managed to gain 8 followers in one day (:



today has been great, i saw family & went on my laptop.

really learnt my lesson from judging books by their covers.

when i go home i'm going to have another waterfight, this time with our brand new waterguns instead of bottles :)

in my world.

in my world, i there would be no suffering. there would be no violence, no bitchyness and everyone would be happy.
criminals wouldn't exist, twofacers and bullies would be extinct and everywhere around you would look heavenly.
people would take their cameras with them everywhere they went, because the sights were so beautiful and rare.
the sun would shine all summer, spring and autumn and in winter it would snow, snow, snow.
the films at the cinema would run along with everybody elses timetables, and the shops would always be fully stocked and cheap.
money really would grow on trees, along with clothes and shoes which were one-of- kind.
the sky would change colour every day, and the clouds would fall and taste like candyfloss.
everyone would always be smiling, as there would be no reason for frowning.
we could meet our favourite singers and celebrities after gigs, and they would be friendly like everybody else, they could even spend the whole night there just to talk to you.
there wouldn't be any competitiveness, and at school you would never get looked down at.
there would be no stereotypes or labels, except the designer labels on the back of everybodies coats.
and best of all,
we would all be treated like humans.

broken like shattered glass.

-i love my name emily heather.
i hate how many other emilys there are in the world.
-i love photography and my new camera.
i hate how my photography never turns out how i want it too.
-i love it when we have a fun supply in school.
i usually hate school with a passion.
-i love arranging shopping trips with friends.
i hate how i always arrange it with too short notice.
-i love to be organized.
i hate the fact that i am never organized.
-i love my family.
i hate how i sometimes snap at them though.
-i love my friends.
but i hate when they don't act like it.
-i love my life.
i hate how there are bumps along the way, but that's life for ya. (:

i think i've eaten far too much tonight.
in the space of two hours; from 3 till 5, this is what i ate..

- 1 packet of crisps.
- 1 apple.
- 4 crackers & peanut butter.
- 1 rocky road.
- 1 chocolate chip cookie.
- 2 farleys rusks.
and then i went home & had my tea.

i wouldn't be surprised if i wake up tomorrow huge...