the worst has happened!

oh noez -.-
something bad has happened, i mean really really bad.
you may have noticed i haven't blogged in a few days here on blogger, well that's because i've immigrated.
to tumblr.
:'(
i know, i know; it's terrible really, i've always hated it, but it's so much more flexible. it's a cross between this & twitter - and twitter is awesome!
www.twitter.com/emlarfx by the way if you're not already following me ;)

please come & visit me sometime, if you can forgive me blogger.
x
http://rathermustdash.tumblr.com/

half the time trying to explain.

it's all about me.


my name is emily heather.
i've been in this world for a whole fourteen years.
my family is really big & complicated to explain.
i love photography as it lets me express myself.
there's nothing better than watching a good comedy at the cinema.
i'm addicted to salted popcorn.
my friends all nag me to watch mamma mia but i really can't be bothered.
the best night of my life so far was the 14th june 2009, britney spears was bloody brilliant!
for my year ten options i'm doing media and art&design/graphics.
fingers crossed i'm also doing textiles, they muddled up my dt options.
i'm also hoping t0 see Beyonce` in november.
popcorn isn't my only addiction; every weekend you'll find me on bebo/facebook/twitter/hotmail/lookbook - i have them all.
personally, i think robert pattinson is devine.
- but i'm not addicted to twilight, i thought Breaking Dawn's end was an incredible letdown.
my hair only ever controls it's self/looks nice when i'm having a day at home on my own.
i suffer hugely from Sod's Law.
Michael Mcintre is a great comedian.
Russell Howard isn't too bad either..
8O's music is the best music for cheering me up.
I check my email every night to find a ton of junk emails from advertisers.
Recently I gained a Penpal from lookbook, but i'm still awaiting her first letter.
My favourite singers are Britney, Beyonce, Lily Allen & Lady Gaga.
In the battle of Katy Perry VS Lady Gaga, i say gaga FTW.
Fearne Cotton, Lady Gaga & Lookbookers are my fashion idols.
When I'm older I hope to be a fashion photographer, but if all else fails then working as a wedding photographer or in topshops not a bad thing - seens as you'd get a discount (;
i'm not typically pretty or popular, but i honestly don't give two thoughts about it.
organization is a word lost with me.
pretending to be who i wasnt was not a time in my life that i'm proud of.
over the past week or so i've learnt who my true friends are - two people who are my friends 24/7, not just when they want to be.
drawing isn't one of my strong points, but i like to draw to express my thoughts.
once when i was angry i wrote down why i thought the world was against me, put it in an envelope and put it in the postbox with a stamp and no address. - i still wish i knew what happened with it, but i laughed afterwards.
i live in the middle of nowhere, but i have done for over 2 years.
and it has taken me ten minutes in an ict lesson to write this list; now what do i do for the rest of it?
my alltime idols are;
lily allen.
lara jade.
nirrimi.
& britney.

i've got a thousand opinions

and half the time trying to explain...
at school right now, lesson one; ict.
i spent two hours last night doing an essay on shrek (!), lasting a total of 1923 words - i don't even think the film has that many words in it!
i can't wait until friday; we finish school on thursday and the first day of the holidays always seems to be the longest.
just think, in a couple of weeks i shall be in ala` francais! - which is ironic seens as i'm not going to have any more french lessons ever! :)
i'm trying to save up money though, i realy need some new clothes & since france is the home of fashion and such.. maybe my luck is in ;)
there really isnt anything else to blog about. maybe if i think of something i'll post it.

just got the scare of my life; i was flicking through lara jade's portfolio when her self portraits came up, some are quite risque, so as i was skipping these ones it become full screen; and i'm currently at school..
that was close :/

you're toxic i'm slipping under..

yesterday was a 'duvet day' as we call it.

the whole day on the sofa, under a blanket, watching tv & on the laptop.

it was bliss; i was just looking at random photographers & people, plus i managed to gain 8 followers in one day (:



today has been great, i saw family & went on my laptop.

really learnt my lesson from judging books by their covers.

when i go home i'm going to have another waterfight, this time with our brand new waterguns instead of bottles :)

in my world.

in my world, i there would be no suffering. there would be no violence, no bitchyness and everyone would be happy.
criminals wouldn't exist, twofacers and bullies would be extinct and everywhere around you would look heavenly.
people would take their cameras with them everywhere they went, because the sights were so beautiful and rare.
the sun would shine all summer, spring and autumn and in winter it would snow, snow, snow.
the films at the cinema would run along with everybody elses timetables, and the shops would always be fully stocked and cheap.
money really would grow on trees, along with clothes and shoes which were one-of- kind.
the sky would change colour every day, and the clouds would fall and taste like candyfloss.
everyone would always be smiling, as there would be no reason for frowning.
we could meet our favourite singers and celebrities after gigs, and they would be friendly like everybody else, they could even spend the whole night there just to talk to you.
there wouldn't be any competitiveness, and at school you would never get looked down at.
there would be no stereotypes or labels, except the designer labels on the back of everybodies coats.
and best of all,
we would all be treated like humans.

broken like shattered glass.

-i love my name emily heather.
i hate how many other emilys there are in the world.
-i love photography and my new camera.
i hate how my photography never turns out how i want it too.
-i love it when we have a fun supply in school.
i usually hate school with a passion.
-i love arranging shopping trips with friends.
i hate how i always arrange it with too short notice.
-i love to be organized.
i hate the fact that i am never organized.
-i love my family.
i hate how i sometimes snap at them though.
-i love my friends.
but i hate when they don't act like it.
-i love my life.
i hate how there are bumps along the way, but that's life for ya. (:

i think i've eaten far too much tonight.
in the space of two hours; from 3 till 5, this is what i ate..

- 1 packet of crisps.
- 1 apple.
- 4 crackers & peanut butter.
- 1 rocky road.
- 1 chocolate chip cookie.
- 2 farleys rusks.
and then i went home & had my tea.

i wouldn't be surprised if i wake up tomorrow huge...

happyhappyhappy

could i be any happier?
i doubt it!

watching and waiting.

turns out my step-sister has a couple of spare tickets to T4 on the beach.
i'm trying to nab them, no luck so far ):

i'm such a dork

so much of a dork infact, that even club penguin blocked me. i wasn't going on there for fun.. not really, my little brother wanted me to challenge him at a game. but i got blocked, whoops!
i can't stop watching my britney videos back; it's like an obsession!

i wish i could fly away.

i'm guessing this is all one big joke.

today is fun.

wont be at school for half a day today.
which is good, as i'm missing the lessons i rather dislike.

i love art though, but i've forgotten everything i need, doesn't that just kick the bucket?

turns out that's alright as i should be in art right now.
my earrache is annoying as hell!
soreeee - eugh.

i could say

i could say that i'll always be here for you
but that would be a lie and quite a pointless thing to do

and i could say that i'll always have feelings for you
but i've got a life ahead of me and i'm only 22.

since you've gone i lost that chip on my shoulder
since you've gone i feel like i've gotten older.

now you're gone it's as if the whole wide world is my stage
now you're gone it's like i've been let out of my cage.


my life really is a stage, like the britains got talent stage.
at the moment i have one red cross.
two more strikes and i'm out.

i'm not even in a cage, i'm as free as a bird.
i wish i could fly like one,
but i'd probably fly too close to the sun.

and you're not even gone.
you know why?
because you're not here yet, and i doesn't look like you're coming for a while.
but maybe you'll surprise me, maybe you'll pop up now; when i least expect it.

no words atall.

Goodness today was fun!

it's now 9;05 at night, so it has been a few ours since my last blogging (scroll down, in this post) i've just come out of the bath, which i was in for a hour; i look like a prune! haha. sports day was SO much fun! we didn't do anything to do with sports; unless you count our mini-waterfight. geez, i will blog about it tomorrow. i am so tired, because of the heat & an hour long bath with relaxing music (mainly slow britney & lily allen songs). i will leave you with some photos which i love, good'night. x

I have an online clothes shop starting up soon, it should be 'opening' on wednesday. http://www.emilyheathersalesx.blogger.com/

we have sports day today, no way!
i hate it personally, the only good thing about it are the water fights and phototaking. i hate pe, there is no point of having a whole day devoted to it! i have cooking first though, so i guess we can just sit on the field and eat. i'm blogging at 7:28 on a tuesday morning. shows how bored i am i guess.
i got up at 6 this morning, for the fun of it. made a tshirt for myself; i'll be wearing it on wednesday (:
we get the day off school on wednesday; and me & helen are having a shopping spree. well, i have £40 & a£28 gift voucher for newlook to spend - can you blame me? :D
it's 7;30 now and we should be leaving for school : i guess i'll type more later. x

double 'eugh.'

nobody is at school today.
eugh.

a girl asks..

　'a girl asks, 'mum, why is my name rose?' the mum replies, 'because when you were born a rose fell on your head.' the second daughter asks, 'mum, why is my name daisy?' the mum replies, 'because when you were born a daisy fell on your head.' the third daughter goes up and says 'blah blah blah'. the mum responds 'oh shut up brick!'


- that made me smile. (:


"just grit your teeth and bare it" - some wise person.
no. i'm not going to. who says i should? i'm going to open my mouth and scream down the whole of norfolk.

you know monica from friends's hair in barbados?
mines gone like that. curse the humidity.


i love michael mcintyre. (:

billy jean is not my lover.

I had a go at people last night, via twitter & bebo & possibly this blog - i can't remember.
turns out the only person who was sure they could come to my (belated) birthday party wasn't actually sure. but now i have 2 friends who are coming, 1 who should be able to & 1 who might. so s'all good (:
i want to do a mournful moonwalk
although i don't really like him.
but apparently it's a sad time.

going to the cinema tonight, can't wait!
i already have cravings for popcorn, is that bad?
i'm in ict right now so i should really be listening to what we're supposed to be doing. should update tonight blogger. x
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mj; rip. his songs will always be remembered; i didn't think much of him, but then again i'd never met him or anything. but his songs are ledgendary.

cinema tonight was fun; although i was kinda late :/
& dan likes the trailers - hahaa.
thankyou, thankyou very much (:

amnesia.

everyone was busy last week, so i didn't have a birthday party. we arranged to have it tomorrow, but it's all going horribly, horribly wrong! why can't it go right for once?
x

ugly duckling.

Ugly Betty returns in twenty-minutes,

but it all seems the same storyline. why can't they make her & daniel get together?

or lock posh spice in a cupboard again? that was funny.

i'm starting up my tshirt website now. i've been toying with the idea for months now, but i'm making the tops now and then modelling in them for photos & then selling them. i might sell them on lookbook.nu & bebo.com first, then put them on my site. if this blog gets more followers & views then maybe i'll sell them on here.

Gemma Booth; idol! x

i think i'm allergic to potatoes, no jokes.

phobia.

blogger, i have a problem. i also have a little confession to make.

i don't really know what to do now. i'm stuck, and i can't see myself getting out of this quicksand anytime soon.

the problem is..

what do you do when you know something?you know something which will hurt one of those closest to you, one of your best friends, but they're oblivious to it?do you tell them? make them feel hurt?, betrayed? maybe you'll get the blame, what do you do then?or should you keep it a secret - you know, like who they used to think was cute in primary school, which of the group was driving them up the wall..but it's not like that. it's not a little crush, or a tattle-tale secret. it's SO much bigger than that. and it rises in your throat everytime you think of your friends name, everytime you see them at lunch and break; but you just can't bring yourself to tell them. it'll keep rising and rising, while you carry on as per usual, minding your everyday business. your daily life. their life could change, their life could change hugely. what do you do when you know something? you know something which will hurt one of those closest to you, one of your best friends? what should i do now?

i love her, style icon! i want this outfit so badly ):

how cool? = love. WHY DO OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TO OWN SUCH AMAZING CLOTHES?!?!

is that money in your pocket or you're happy to see me?

today has been so much fun!

who knew swimming at school would be fun?

who'd of thought having tea at sainsburys would be fun?

& who would of known that a school skirt could look good as a long top?

i wouldn't of, but turns out all three are true!

swimming.

breaststroke.

was actually amazingly fun! ok, so the main part wasn't, but mucking about with sophie inbetween widths & lengths was, and so was thejumping in at the end.

sainsburys.

that was just hilarious; guy is a little joker. comedian in the making!

lookbook.

should be uploading a new look this week or weekend, took photos today. i was wearing a school skirt which to be frank, i'm not a huge fan of but i thought it might give me a confidence boost wearing a skit to school seens as i'm not a skirt-y girl. but it doubles up nicely as a top. (:

today we were all in a good mood. me, family & friends. these are the highschool days i desperately want to remember in the future. x

the weekend was really good too. we saw the new transformers film; having not seen the first one i thought it was really good, those in my family who have seen he first one said it didn't quite match-up. beforehand though, we went to the beach with Albert, my DSLR, and had a whole day of photography. lots & lots of fun, and got some nice snaps. some of which i used 'models' (my relatives!) and they want copies to put around their house. :D

photo i took at the weekend, not my best but the best for blogger at the moment. x

lay where you're laying.

i know they're watching.
they're watching.

have you heard alesha dixon's live lounge version of sex on fire?
it's the most beautiful song i have heard recently.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ecaiLkLltw
and she apparently had a sore throat that day, but the raspyness of it makes it so beaut.

today has been same ol, same ol.
-watched 40minsof Bolt, then DVD went funny.
-tidied my room with mum, chucked out half of my stuff.
..atleast now i have room to breath.
not to mention, i think i'm gaining a talent. LOLZ!
xx.

you're my wonderwall

today started on a rocky start, but things are on the straight & narrow now!

i wasn't at school today, wasn't feeling well & fell asleep from 9;30am till around about 4/5pm.

eugh, but i needed it.

and then i come onto the web this evening & i see something which mke me smile. not a normal smile, but one of those "i couldnt stop smiling even if i wanted too" smiles.

ahh, so happy!

oh, and i've been using ALBERT quite alot.

here, have a photo of me & my lovely albert!

camera flashes blind me

i now have a big DSLR. i am so happy! :)


sitting on the doorstep, watching the sky
carss driving past you, people passing by
the world, is going round..
and nobody is going to catch you when you reach the ground.
(8)

sometimes

i feel like i'm going out of my mind.
doesn't it annoy you? how people say they hate something, then go ahead and do it themselves?
eugh, today was alright. got some more bday presents (: i love it when you get things a few days afterwards, i'm seeing how long i can drag my birthday out, ahaa.
made an apple cake yesterday in dt, it was actually delicious! i'm making it again someday!

"the teardrop from her face was shaped like a heart, it broke in too and snapped just like the real thing. when she crys with joy, the opposite will happen & they'll join up in complete harmony. amen."
- what a load of codswallap!

happy birthday to me!

at nans;

today was fun, still wish i had a birthday badge, ahaa. i remember in primary school i hated wearing badges, but i like it now for some reason (:

watching last weeks 90210 now, what is with the catholic school thing? tonight is going to be great, but noway near as spectacular & brilliant & just, no words can describe it :D

in ict;

it's my birthday ;D
last night was amazing; better than amazing. i could only tell she was miming in one song, but only when i watched my video back. there was a ring of fire, ciara was phenomonal too, and the dancing was just WOW! there were as many costume changes as there were songs, and it was the best birthday ever, ahaa. what am i gonna do next year?!!

tonights the night.

tonights the night when it all happens. the whole shibang.

i was flicking through random blog sites today, and found quite a few people saying "god, everyones getting blogs." and "whats the point of having onee if everyone does?"

i'm sorry, but that's like saying whats the point of having a laptop/camera/brain if everyone has one. there would be no point in having sites like blogger & tumblr if 5 people were going to have them. some people are worse than others (me being one of them) but it's a bit of fun & a way to express yourself. not to mention somebody who put that ade me laugh, they joined last week. ahaaa. (:

eugh. todays going by quickly, and i thought i wanted that to happen and then tonight to be slow, but then again now i have less time to get ready. just got told off by somebody, saying i should get ready & then go on my laptop, because thats what 'most people' would do. here's a newsflash; i'm not most people!

a margarita on a sunday.

"i'm the one person you can rely on
i'm the only one who gets how you feel
when the clouds are dark and you have an unhappy heart...
you're the only one you can rely on
you're the only one who gets how you feel
and the clouds are nowhere to be seen, and your heart is jumping hoops
so happy you just want to scream (: "

haha, i have no recollection of where that's from, or maybe i just made it up a while ago, who knows! my birthday on monday; four-teen, 14. fourteen years and i've survived, think i deserve a pat on the back :P
i've chosen what i'm wearing to britney now, it's nearly here & i don't see how people who book their tickets months beforehand can wait! a whole week and i've been counting down the days, annoying everyone in sight.
i feel like an even bigger photo binge, it wasn't exactly a binge yesterday. enjoy x

they're all so inspiring. i can't wait until i have my new camera (:

if you seek amy

i cannot wait until i see this amazing woman live!







I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUNDAY!






have a photo binge, i'm bored & these are all so inspiring!











isn't that camera the cutest camera you have ever seen?






it took me a while to realise it's a cd.

words of wisdom

"your life may get you down, may get you down
but just remember not to frown, not to frown."

Never frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.

SO EXCITED!

I CAN GO!
to that gig!!
I CAN'T WAIT!
i jumped up & down when i found out, so flipping excited! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :D

my baby..

so upset, was up till 1am this morning crying hysterically because noone can take me to that once in a lifetime gig! )':

there is no point.

i thought everything was fine, everything was sorted out & i was back to being the happy me again. i guess not though, when other people i thought were my friends start having a goat me or things i haven't done & twist my words. i said to them i didn't want a big argument and that i hoped we were still good because of whats happened, but they wont listen & still go on and on at me for things that i'm innocent of. i'm fed up to be honest, and even my new motto can't save me. what's the point?

does your mother know that you're out?

the model actually had to jump, she looks so graceful! i know it sounds weird & horrible, but that graveyard is beautiful.

who sings that song? it's in my head, ahaa.


going to the cinema in about 10 minutes, today has been great. i was in hysterics yesterday, i wasn't overreacting though, i was just pouring everything out. i'm much better now, and i have a new motto.





NEVER FROWN, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHO'S FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE. (:

deal with it.

drowining their sorrows, they know there's no way out..

"deal with it."
'what if i can't? what if.. what if it gets too much for me to handle?'
"be a man, what ifs arent real."
'but they could be.'
"but they're not, deal with it."
's'pose so.'
and that was the end of that. some quotes from a film i watched in the halfterm, maybe some words wrong, i can't remember exactly.


i don't care about my birthday anymore, i'm not having the party which i thought up and planned, and that yesterday, was going to happen. i hate my life. i can't wait until i move schools, but that wont be enough will it? it's just going to go on & on; why is my life so screwed up? the guys above just seem to "deal with it" like a click of the fingers. it's not like that in the real world. and there's nowhere i can go. what a letdown. anyone watch countdown? i am now, my life is like that big clock. ticking, ticking, ticking...and eventually it's going to stop, but you have te big build up & tension. i'm not sure i can deal with it. i'm not sure anybody could.

eating cheese on toast

you make me very merry happy. (8)
i like using lyrics to express my mood...
i sound like a right tosser, ahaa!

geez, how come you say something to one person & then it travels?
geez! lollollofhsfmgdb. ommmmmm; anyone seen heat magazine? robert pattinson, again, ommmmmmmmm. noones online either. this blog kinda sucks, but today has just been plain weird. (:

lets get excited

i think i just fainted. he is the sexest man alive, how can people think
that edward cullen is fitter than the actor who plays him?
...he's a fictional character!

i'm so excited, i don't have a clue what i'm gonna do.. (8)


heard that remix? i don't suppose you have, that's the story of my life right now. school is the same, still sucks. d&t was rubbish, we made stir-fry. if there is anything that i hate eating, it's weirdly cooked vegetables, aka stirfry. I'm staying away from home this week, living closer to school, but not at home or my nans. so i tried to make plans with my "friends" at lunch, and as i did half an hour later someone decides she has plans and invites everyone else but me, and my plans are soon forgotten. I HATE MY LIFE! my school isn't exactly friendly, kept getting funny looks in english, last period. i swear, i'm moving schools soon, i'm nearly there convincing mum. oh, and yesterday one of my mates went and asked one of these girls whats going on and why they're acting like utter bitches to us, their reply? "emily's giving us a hard time." wtf? how am i? i've lef them alone and they've been giving us mouthfulsof abuse for no reason. i'm not standing for it anymore. please don't leave me x


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19:38pm.
omgosh! i love him even more now, who else has seen the new moon preview? ahhh, heaven! the special effects are pretty bad, and kristern stewart seems to be a little off in these scenes, but i cried at the part where he left her in the book, and now the film scene of it is out! my eyes aren't watering yet, but then again; you wouldn't blink to miss rpattz! ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSFMmkMfQ5Q

"oooh, what a day."

i honestly want her whole wardrobe, taylor is amazing.

The BBQ last night was amazing, we didn't even eat it outside! The food wasburnt to a crisp, but atleast the entertainment was good - infact, seeing as Diversity won, it was better than good! I still can't get my head around the fact that the little boy with the afro is the same age as me, he's so tiny! I proved my family wrong for once, they were all rooting for Stavros Flatley, SuBo and that saxophone player. I guess the british public think like my family do, hmmm.. Well, I am currently lying in the lounge, on the sofa bed, with the laptop on my lap. Incase you don't understand, I got chucked out of my own bed last night. We had company, so the plan was either girls sleep upstairs in the 2 beds (with one bed spare) & boys downstairs in the 3 beds. I wanted to sleep upstairs, considering it is MY ROOM. But no, the other "girl" says 'i want to sleep downstairs' and they're wrapped around her little finger. Then what happens? When the parents have gone to bed, she goes to bed too. Upstairs. I got kicked out of my own room for no reason atall. Ahh well, I am looking forward to when everyone else wakes up & people realise whats happened :D
On the up side though, I now have a summer penpal. Her name is Charlotte, she's 18, also from the uk, and is hugely into fashion! (:

walk this way.

i can't stop myself from listening to old songs now. today, it's "walk this way" covered by sugababes & girls aloud. what's the world coming to?
having the first BBQ of the summer today, can't wait really. (:
oh, and i have a new lookbook entry today, if you have lookbook.nu, comment & maybe hype? merci. x
http://lookbook.nu/look/154306-you-d-better-walk-this-way

like a symmetrical jigsaw.

it doesn't add up.
my life, is like a symmetrical jigsaw.
the only thing keeping me going is photography, and i'm putting my all into it.

it's my birthday soon; i don't know what's happening. all i know is that i'm getting money from everyone. my life is like a symmetrical jigsaw, it doesn't add up; but somehow it all fits.

let's get excited.

i think i'm in need of more help than the hundreds/thousands of people in rehab, but that's just how i think. i never did understand that amy winehouse song, she says she wont go to rehab "no, no, noooo" and then she went. oh well, that's like me at the moment,

i'm not making any sense.

He brightens up my wednesdays, apprentice wouldn't be the same without him. x

got me hooked.

that flower was pretty, so i took this photo (:

I think i'm addicted to britains got talent.

i'm actually sick to death of it now. somebody in the house annoys them, and then we all 'feel the wrath,' and i'm sick of it now.

sunday was great fun; we went to whitlingham, me and sophie had a photography session & everyone else did the whole walking thing. everyone left at 2pm, because of sunburnt-ness ad boredom, whereas me, sophie & other emily went walking round again. but it was great fun. xx

britain hasn't got talent.

Oh dear aunties!

i woke up today at 6, dragged myself out of bed at 7. weird really, never happened to me before on a saturday moring. Going on a picnic tomorrow with the girls, gonna be great :D I also want to point out, that Sophie is amazing and I don't think there's anyone else who "gets me" like her. 'cor, cheesey or what? ^-^

Quote of the day; out in the city, finding random scarecrow/dummies at the side of the road.

ooh, theres another dummy.*points to dummy of lady in wheelchair.*

oh my god! *dummy moves, not actual dummy.*

Lily Allen is simply amazing, I adore her. x

i'm going in for the kill

this was the outcome of my art lesson today, i love my sophie :D

i'm doing it for a thrill (8). - I love that song, seen La Roux live too, man can they sing live, but no wa near as good as the main act lily allen. :D
anyway, today was so much fun for a school day! In science, missy realised that the stopwatches say either LAP on them on CUM, and so cue the rude jokes from our table. Then in art, we had a supply and me & sphie had our cameras on us.. we ended up spending the entire lesson in the foresty bit of the school, the spinney, taking random photos for our project. Where sophie's consisted mainly of nature ones, where for mine I used sophie as a model when she didn't realise, I got some really nice shots actually. Occasionally we'd take the odd funny photo of us both, and it must have been the best lesson i've ever been in! (:
Nothing else really happened, I'm going to upload a couple of todays photos on here soon. x

Quote of the day; "Your parents would be really disappointed with you wouldn't they..." fair enough, emily (another one) hadn't finished her sentence to helen, but she paused for a second before finishing it off. no doubt, i pointed that out :L

real women eat food.

this photo is gorgeous, absolutely beaut.

Nothing exciting happened today, what so ever. Found a great site though, about other peoples misfortunes, and I can't help but lol at them; makes my life seem like a doddle. One more day to go until halfterm. :)

suddenly i see..

Wednesdays are usually pretty slow going by, but today was normal length. Today was a very fulfilling day learning-wise: period one, we burnt hulahoops. period two, we talked. period three, did nothing. and period four, we heard how many sexual postitions etc dan is aware of. And trust me, straight before lunch, it was not nice. And finally, period five day-dreaming about clothes, i lead a very exciting life don't i :P .Tomorrow'll be an eventful day i'm sure, even though i'll only be there fifth period.

Quote of the day; probably dan in ethics, but i'm not going into detail.

she is such an insperation, she's one of my all time idols.

theres a voice inside my head saying, you'll never reach it.

My revenge is going to be this sweet, you heard it here first. x

do you ever have those days? you know, the ones where you can't help but sit and wonder 'why?'

For instance, today; i had one. why do i have to go to school? why do i have to do d&t? why was i ever friends with them? and how, for that matter. today was probably one of the worst days of my life. i mean, not because i had to go to school or because i had dt (although, if i hadnt of been at school, it would have helped, alot!) I honestly thought when i got home, 'it can only get better', how bloody wrong could i be? basically, i'm a laughing stock, and i'm being accused of things of which is news to my ears, and are COMPLETELY untrue. The quote of the day? Has to be "the worst is over now" how very, very wrong of me.

Anyway, please ee me to get back to my disfunctional, annoying and pretty much can't-bear-it-any-longer life.

comparasions are easily done, once you've had a taste of perfection.

i want this outfit, it's simply devine.

I'd describe this day a good one about to end sourly.


Well, I went to bed at about 1am this morning, after watching eurovision, which was boring as ever but ahh well. Then I even shocked myself by waking up (and getting up!) at 7;30am. Weird huh? And you guessed it, straight on my laptop. Nobody was online except smarterchild, but i resisted winding him up like I used too, those were the days :). My dad came round at lunchtime, mucked up my facebook status, but gave me money & good conversation; i love our sundays! Then I went home (from my nan's), in a mood but unsure why... Aaaaanyway: I felt sick, alot. I even have a bucket sitting next to me right now, but I had a nice tea of tomato soup & a mango&passionfruit dessert thingy [my stepdads a great chef!] and now I feel great. Watched ComeDineWithMe "I'm quite a good anal cleaner me'self." I love those guys, and then something gets said to me which turns the day downward. I'm not thinking about that anymore though :D admit it, i've brightened up your day! ROFL.

until tomorrow my pallys.

ooh ooh! quote of the day has just this second been said! By my little brother; "do you think we could dry my hair in the tumbledryer?" i love my family, au revoir. xxx

let the truth be known.

QUOTE OF THE DAY; "i know the winning eurovision song! (sung to the tune of lily allen, not fair); 'we all knowww, that we are gonna lose, that we are gonna lose, oh oh you'll give us nil point and we'll spend our money on you, we'll spend our money on youu.' "
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je m'appelle emily.
j'ai treize ans.
& i use french tranlation sites to make myself look cooler.
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my name's emily, and i'm thirteen years young.
i know it sounds cheesey as hell, but during the past few weeks, i've really discovered who i can trust and who i can't, who my real friends are. i'm pretty much a down to earth girl, nothing celebrity-ness about me; yet anyway. i watch eurovision every year, i get excited about receiving texts, and i run like the wind to catch my train home from the city; when really we all know we'll get nil points, it's usually a text from Orange, and the train wont have even pulled into the station.
well, tiddlyho for now then. x