phobia.

blogger, i have a problem. i also have a little confession to make.

i don't really know what to do now. i'm stuck, and i can't see myself getting out of this quicksand anytime soon.

the problem is..

what do you do when you know something?you know something which will hurt one of those closest to you, one of your best friends, but they're oblivious to it?do you tell them? make them feel hurt?, betrayed? maybe you'll get the blame, what do you do then?or should you keep it a secret - you know, like who they used to think was cute in primary school, which of the group was driving them up the wall..but it's not like that. it's not a little crush, or a tattle-tale secret. it's SO much bigger than that. and it rises in your throat everytime you think of your friends name, everytime you see them at lunch and break; but you just can't bring yourself to tell them. it'll keep rising and rising, while you carry on as per usual, minding your everyday business. your daily life. their life could change, their life could change hugely. what do you do when you know something? you know something which will hurt one of those closest to you, one of your best friends? what should i do now?

i love her, style icon! i want this outfit so badly ):

how cool? = love. WHY DO OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TO OWN SUCH AMAZING CLOTHES?!?!