no words atall.

Goodness today was fun!

it's now 9;05 at night, so it has been a few ours since my last blogging (scroll down, in this post) i've just come out of the bath, which i was in for a hour; i look like a prune! haha. sports day was SO much fun! we didn't do anything to do with sports; unless you count our mini-waterfight. geez, i will blog about it tomorrow. i am so tired, because of the heat & an hour long bath with relaxing music (mainly slow britney & lily allen songs). i will leave you with some photos which i love, good'night. x

I have an online clothes shop starting up soon, it should be 'opening' on wednesday. http://www.emilyheathersalesx.blogger.com/

we have sports day today, no way!
i hate it personally, the only good thing about it are the water fights and phototaking. i hate pe, there is no point of having a whole day devoted to it! i have cooking first though, so i guess we can just sit on the field and eat. i'm blogging at 7:28 on a tuesday morning. shows how bored i am i guess.
i got up at 6 this morning, for the fun of it. made a tshirt for myself; i'll be wearing it on wednesday (:
we get the day off school on wednesday; and me & helen are having a shopping spree. well, i have £40 & a£28 gift voucher for newlook to spend - can you blame me? :D
it's 7;30 now and we should be leaving for school : i guess i'll type more later. x

double 'eugh.'

nobody is at school today.
eugh.

a girl asks..

　'a girl asks, 'mum, why is my name rose?' the mum replies, 'because when you were born a rose fell on your head.' the second daughter asks, 'mum, why is my name daisy?' the mum replies, 'because when you were born a daisy fell on your head.' the third daughter goes up and says 'blah blah blah'. the mum responds 'oh shut up brick!'


- that made me smile. (:


"just grit your teeth and bare it" - some wise person.
no. i'm not going to. who says i should? i'm going to open my mouth and scream down the whole of norfolk.

you know monica from friends's hair in barbados?
mines gone like that. curse the humidity.


i love michael mcintyre. (:

billy jean is not my lover.

I had a go at people last night, via twitter & bebo & possibly this blog - i can't remember.
turns out the only person who was sure they could come to my (belated) birthday party wasn't actually sure. but now i have 2 friends who are coming, 1 who should be able to & 1 who might. so s'all good (:
i want to do a mournful moonwalk
although i don't really like him.
but apparently it's a sad time.

going to the cinema tonight, can't wait!
i already have cravings for popcorn, is that bad?
i'm in ict right now so i should really be listening to what we're supposed to be doing. should update tonight blogger. x
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mj; rip. his songs will always be remembered; i didn't think much of him, but then again i'd never met him or anything. but his songs are ledgendary.

cinema tonight was fun; although i was kinda late :/
& dan likes the trailers - hahaa.
thankyou, thankyou very much (:

amnesia.

everyone was busy last week, so i didn't have a birthday party. we arranged to have it tomorrow, but it's all going horribly, horribly wrong! why can't it go right for once?
x

ugly duckling.

Ugly Betty returns in twenty-minutes,

but it all seems the same storyline. why can't they make her & daniel get together?

or lock posh spice in a cupboard again? that was funny.

i'm starting up my tshirt website now. i've been toying with the idea for months now, but i'm making the tops now and then modelling in them for photos & then selling them. i might sell them on lookbook.nu & bebo.com first, then put them on my site. if this blog gets more followers & views then maybe i'll sell them on here.

Gemma Booth; idol! x

i think i'm allergic to potatoes, no jokes.

phobia.

blogger, i have a problem. i also have a little confession to make.

i don't really know what to do now. i'm stuck, and i can't see myself getting out of this quicksand anytime soon.

the problem is..

what do you do when you know something?you know something which will hurt one of those closest to you, one of your best friends, but they're oblivious to it?do you tell them? make them feel hurt?, betrayed? maybe you'll get the blame, what do you do then?or should you keep it a secret - you know, like who they used to think was cute in primary school, which of the group was driving them up the wall..but it's not like that. it's not a little crush, or a tattle-tale secret. it's SO much bigger than that. and it rises in your throat everytime you think of your friends name, everytime you see them at lunch and break; but you just can't bring yourself to tell them. it'll keep rising and rising, while you carry on as per usual, minding your everyday business. your daily life. their life could change, their life could change hugely. what do you do when you know something? you know something which will hurt one of those closest to you, one of your best friends? what should i do now?

i love her, style icon! i want this outfit so badly ):

how cool? = love. WHY DO OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TO OWN SUCH AMAZING CLOTHES?!?!

is that money in your pocket or you're happy to see me?

today has been so much fun!

who knew swimming at school would be fun?

who'd of thought having tea at sainsburys would be fun?

& who would of known that a school skirt could look good as a long top?

i wouldn't of, but turns out all three are true!

swimming.

breaststroke.

was actually amazingly fun! ok, so the main part wasn't, but mucking about with sophie inbetween widths & lengths was, and so was thejumping in at the end.

sainsburys.

that was just hilarious; guy is a little joker. comedian in the making!

lookbook.

should be uploading a new look this week or weekend, took photos today. i was wearing a school skirt which to be frank, i'm not a huge fan of but i thought it might give me a confidence boost wearing a skit to school seens as i'm not a skirt-y girl. but it doubles up nicely as a top. (:

today we were all in a good mood. me, family & friends. these are the highschool days i desperately want to remember in the future. x

the weekend was really good too. we saw the new transformers film; having not seen the first one i thought it was really good, those in my family who have seen he first one said it didn't quite match-up. beforehand though, we went to the beach with Albert, my DSLR, and had a whole day of photography. lots & lots of fun, and got some nice snaps. some of which i used 'models' (my relatives!) and they want copies to put around their house. :D

photo i took at the weekend, not my best but the best for blogger at the moment. x

lay where you're laying.

i know they're watching.
they're watching.

have you heard alesha dixon's live lounge version of sex on fire?
it's the most beautiful song i have heard recently.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ecaiLkLltw
and she apparently had a sore throat that day, but the raspyness of it makes it so beaut.

today has been same ol, same ol.
-watched 40minsof Bolt, then DVD went funny.
-tidied my room with mum, chucked out half of my stuff.
..atleast now i have room to breath.
not to mention, i think i'm gaining a talent. LOLZ!
xx.

you're my wonderwall

today started on a rocky start, but things are on the straight & narrow now!

i wasn't at school today, wasn't feeling well & fell asleep from 9;30am till around about 4/5pm.

eugh, but i needed it.

and then i come onto the web this evening & i see something which mke me smile. not a normal smile, but one of those "i couldnt stop smiling even if i wanted too" smiles.

ahh, so happy!

oh, and i've been using ALBERT quite alot.

here, have a photo of me & my lovely albert!

camera flashes blind me

i now have a big DSLR. i am so happy! :)


sitting on the doorstep, watching the sky
carss driving past you, people passing by
the world, is going round..
and nobody is going to catch you when you reach the ground.
(8)

sometimes

i feel like i'm going out of my mind.
doesn't it annoy you? how people say they hate something, then go ahead and do it themselves?
eugh, today was alright. got some more bday presents (: i love it when you get things a few days afterwards, i'm seeing how long i can drag my birthday out, ahaa.
made an apple cake yesterday in dt, it was actually delicious! i'm making it again someday!

"the teardrop from her face was shaped like a heart, it broke in too and snapped just like the real thing. when she crys with joy, the opposite will happen & they'll join up in complete harmony. amen."
- what a load of codswallap!

happy birthday to me!

at nans;

today was fun, still wish i had a birthday badge, ahaa. i remember in primary school i hated wearing badges, but i like it now for some reason (:

watching last weeks 90210 now, what is with the catholic school thing? tonight is going to be great, but noway near as spectacular & brilliant & just, no words can describe it :D

in ict;

it's my birthday ;D
last night was amazing; better than amazing. i could only tell she was miming in one song, but only when i watched my video back. there was a ring of fire, ciara was phenomonal too, and the dancing was just WOW! there were as many costume changes as there were songs, and it was the best birthday ever, ahaa. what am i gonna do next year?!!

tonights the night.

tonights the night when it all happens. the whole shibang.

i was flicking through random blog sites today, and found quite a few people saying "god, everyones getting blogs." and "whats the point of having onee if everyone does?"

i'm sorry, but that's like saying whats the point of having a laptop/camera/brain if everyone has one. there would be no point in having sites like blogger & tumblr if 5 people were going to have them. some people are worse than others (me being one of them) but it's a bit of fun & a way to express yourself. not to mention somebody who put that ade me laugh, they joined last week. ahaaa. (:

eugh. todays going by quickly, and i thought i wanted that to happen and then tonight to be slow, but then again now i have less time to get ready. just got told off by somebody, saying i should get ready & then go on my laptop, because thats what 'most people' would do. here's a newsflash; i'm not most people!

a margarita on a sunday.

"i'm the one person you can rely on
i'm the only one who gets how you feel
when the clouds are dark and you have an unhappy heart...
you're the only one you can rely on
you're the only one who gets how you feel
and the clouds are nowhere to be seen, and your heart is jumping hoops
so happy you just want to scream (: "

haha, i have no recollection of where that's from, or maybe i just made it up a while ago, who knows! my birthday on monday; four-teen, 14. fourteen years and i've survived, think i deserve a pat on the back :P
i've chosen what i'm wearing to britney now, it's nearly here & i don't see how people who book their tickets months beforehand can wait! a whole week and i've been counting down the days, annoying everyone in sight.
i feel like an even bigger photo binge, it wasn't exactly a binge yesterday. enjoy x

they're all so inspiring. i can't wait until i have my new camera (:

if you seek amy

i cannot wait until i see this amazing woman live!







I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUNDAY!






have a photo binge, i'm bored & these are all so inspiring!











isn't that camera the cutest camera you have ever seen?






it took me a while to realise it's a cd.

words of wisdom

"your life may get you down, may get you down
but just remember not to frown, not to frown."

Never frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.

SO EXCITED!

I CAN GO!
to that gig!!
I CAN'T WAIT!
i jumped up & down when i found out, so flipping excited! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :D

my baby..

so upset, was up till 1am this morning crying hysterically because noone can take me to that once in a lifetime gig! )':

there is no point.

i thought everything was fine, everything was sorted out & i was back to being the happy me again. i guess not though, when other people i thought were my friends start having a goat me or things i haven't done & twist my words. i said to them i didn't want a big argument and that i hoped we were still good because of whats happened, but they wont listen & still go on and on at me for things that i'm innocent of. i'm fed up to be honest, and even my new motto can't save me. what's the point?

does your mother know that you're out?

the model actually had to jump, she looks so graceful! i know it sounds weird & horrible, but that graveyard is beautiful.

who sings that song? it's in my head, ahaa.


going to the cinema in about 10 minutes, today has been great. i was in hysterics yesterday, i wasn't overreacting though, i was just pouring everything out. i'm much better now, and i have a new motto.





NEVER FROWN, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHO'S FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE. (:

deal with it.

drowining their sorrows, they know there's no way out..

"deal with it."
'what if i can't? what if.. what if it gets too much for me to handle?'
"be a man, what ifs arent real."
'but they could be.'
"but they're not, deal with it."
's'pose so.'
and that was the end of that. some quotes from a film i watched in the halfterm, maybe some words wrong, i can't remember exactly.


i don't care about my birthday anymore, i'm not having the party which i thought up and planned, and that yesterday, was going to happen. i hate my life. i can't wait until i move schools, but that wont be enough will it? it's just going to go on & on; why is my life so screwed up? the guys above just seem to "deal with it" like a click of the fingers. it's not like that in the real world. and there's nowhere i can go. what a letdown. anyone watch countdown? i am now, my life is like that big clock. ticking, ticking, ticking...and eventually it's going to stop, but you have te big build up & tension. i'm not sure i can deal with it. i'm not sure anybody could.

eating cheese on toast

you make me very merry happy. (8)
i like using lyrics to express my mood...
i sound like a right tosser, ahaa!

geez, how come you say something to one person & then it travels?
geez! lollollofhsfmgdb. ommmmmm; anyone seen heat magazine? robert pattinson, again, ommmmmmmmm. noones online either. this blog kinda sucks, but today has just been plain weird. (:

lets get excited

i think i just fainted. he is the sexest man alive, how can people think
that edward cullen is fitter than the actor who plays him?
...he's a fictional character!

i'm so excited, i don't have a clue what i'm gonna do.. (8)


heard that remix? i don't suppose you have, that's the story of my life right now. school is the same, still sucks. d&t was rubbish, we made stir-fry. if there is anything that i hate eating, it's weirdly cooked vegetables, aka stirfry. I'm staying away from home this week, living closer to school, but not at home or my nans. so i tried to make plans with my "friends" at lunch, and as i did half an hour later someone decides she has plans and invites everyone else but me, and my plans are soon forgotten. I HATE MY LIFE! my school isn't exactly friendly, kept getting funny looks in english, last period. i swear, i'm moving schools soon, i'm nearly there convincing mum. oh, and yesterday one of my mates went and asked one of these girls whats going on and why they're acting like utter bitches to us, their reply? "emily's giving us a hard time." wtf? how am i? i've lef them alone and they've been giving us mouthfulsof abuse for no reason. i'm not standing for it anymore. please don't leave me x


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19:38pm.
omgosh! i love him even more now, who else has seen the new moon preview? ahhh, heaven! the special effects are pretty bad, and kristern stewart seems to be a little off in these scenes, but i cried at the part where he left her in the book, and now the film scene of it is out! my eyes aren't watering yet, but then again; you wouldn't blink to miss rpattz! ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSFMmkMfQ5Q