deal with it.

drowining their sorrows, they know there's no way out..

"deal with it."
'what if i can't? what if.. what if it gets too much for me to handle?'
"be a man, what ifs arent real."
'but they could be.'
"but they're not, deal with it."
's'pose so.'
and that was the end of that. some quotes from a film i watched in the halfterm, maybe some words wrong, i can't remember exactly.


i don't care about my birthday anymore, i'm not having the party which i thought up and planned, and that yesterday, was going to happen. i hate my life. i can't wait until i move schools, but that wont be enough will it? it's just going to go on & on; why is my life so screwed up? the guys above just seem to "deal with it" like a click of the fingers. it's not like that in the real world. and there's nowhere i can go. what a letdown. anyone watch countdown? i am now, my life is like that big clock. ticking, ticking, ticking...and eventually it's going to stop, but you have te big build up & tension. i'm not sure i can deal with it. i'm not sure anybody could.